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Monday, March 13, 2006
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10:39 PM
Here I am crying.. I am sick of trying.. I am lovin and carin.. Wishin and hopin That I can make it through.. I fell in love with you.. And now you are gone.. I cry at night, I cry in bed "I love you" You once said.. Why do I still dream of you? Why do I still wish you were here? Why do I still love seeing you? Why do I wish you were near? I dunno what's happening!!! I dunno what to do... But I know one thing for sure.. I am infatuated by you! I wish you could let me know.. What you are feeling inside.. You dun hove to be afraid.. Your feelings, you dun have to hide.. At least I had the guts to say how I feel about you.. I wished that you felt the same.. That you cared for me too!
Wrote tis entry for sum one whom is impt to me.. but think she wun noe it... haiz.. nvm ba..
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
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10:25 PM
*^SAD^*"As I sat here I was trying to think of all the times you hurt me and made me cry. . . Hoping and wishing it would make me like you less. But it didn't. Because all the times I could remember were the ones when you showed me that you cared. . . I didn't want to believe that you ever did You walk by me everyday and say hello. Everyday you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me. Well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend."*LoNeLy sign off*
Monday, September 05, 2005
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9:46 PM
^^^^FALL^^^^Ytd wasnt a gd day for me... Had a fall and knocked my injured ankle while I was hopping to my bed.. *OUCH* It hurts!!!!!!! Haiz.. Hope my ankle wun get worse... I wanna recover fast!!!! Hate using the crutches!!!!! It's so boring staying at home alone the whole day!!!!!!!!! Haiz... I MUST GET WELL SOON~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!****Missing****Been 2 weeks n 1 day since I saw her le.. =( Haiz.. Miss her so much!!!!!! The feeling of missing sumone is soooo tong ku!!!!!!!!!!!! Wonder how is she now... She has been feeling unwell for the past few days... Hope you are getting better now... Nise, pls take gd care of urself for now ok... I noe projects n sch works is stressing u up but u have to take a rest... If tis carries on, u will fall sick de!!!!!!!!!! Haiz... I'm not worried abt my ankle but u... Dun wanna anything happen to u... So pls.. Take care ok, dar? It hurts me more when I see u suffering alone den the pain my ankle is giving me.. Do take care k....*LoNeLy sign off*
Thursday, September 01, 2005
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3:07 PM
-=Tears=-You take the tears I cried and lift me up to the bluer skies Yes, you gave me hope and meaning to my life, I love you so You never asked me why, just smiled and took all the tears I criedBaby, now I know what love is and what I am living for...*LoNeLy sign off*
Sunday, August 28, 2005
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9:26 PM
******Feelings*******
Is it true tt when one is down, he wun even care abt himself??? Even if he's injured or hurt?? Will he think tt he is useless??? How does it feels when one sees his or her loved one suffering n yet they cant do anything to help??? When one tries veri veri hard to make his/her loved ones feel better but they didnt notice, will he/she feels sad? hurt? disappointed? Have u guys ever take things for granted thinking tt they will always be there?? These r all the things I have been thinking.. Haiz.. I dunno.... It's been sum time le... I realli miss her alot!!!!! Wanted to see her so much.... But i cant!!!!!! Everytime when i tried to stand up, my wound hurts like hell.. Wanted so much to tell her how much I miss her... How much i wanna see her... Haiz... it's ok ba.... She's been busy with all her sch works n projs...... Shouldnt disturb her too much...
Nise... I jus wanna say I miss u veri much!!!!!! veri veri much!!!!!!!!! Noe tt u have been veri stress lately... Sry tt I....... U should noe wat ba... Promise u tt I will take care of myself... Dun worry ok... Pls take care of urself too k.. Love u lots!!!!!*LoNeLy sign off*
Friday, August 26, 2005
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9:13 PM
******ACCIDENT******19th Aug was a bad day for me... Went back to secondary to have my vball training but in the end, even b4 I started playing, I fractured my leg.. Haiz... U guys wun wanna noe how hurt it is... Cuz it hurts alot alot!!!!!!!!!!!! Went to TTSH in the evening to have it x-ray n to my horror, doc told me tt I have to go for operation!!!!!! Felt kinda scared... But no one was with me at tt time... Haiz.. Wished tt she was there with me at tt time... Stayed overnight in the hospital... Couldnt slp all nitez.... Was nervous n scared... Wanted to gif her a call but tot for awhile.. She had her trainin till so late, guess she will be tired... So didnt call her in the end... Had my operation the next day... Hope after my operation, the 1st person I see when I open my eyes is her.... But.................... She didnt come.... Told myself it's ok cuz my frens were there! Carol, Sperm, Yan Rui, Joel n u guys noe hu u r.. *lazy to type out* hee... Thx guys! For visiting me when it's already so late le.. Thx alot!!!!!*LoNeLy sign off*
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11:26 PM
BACK~~!!!!!!Hey I'm back to update my blog le~~!!!!!!! Realise it's been a freakin long time since I update le.. Haha.. Got miss me ma?? Lolz... Sry wor.. Been busy with sch works, proj n a veri important stuff!!! Hee.. Not gonna tell u guys wat... Wait till when I succeed den will announce it out.. Haha.. But I dun even noe will it succeed anot.. Haiz... Realli hope it will!!!! Exams r jus round the corner, with still so many projects on hand... Stress man!!!!! Family prob.... *Sigh* I may look fine everytime but sum times, I'm not... No one notice it too... =( Nvm I'm a strong guy.. Wun be taken down so easily.. Hee... Gonna study hard frm now onwards.. Fail 2 paper for my term test.. Cannot fail any more le.. *MUST STUDY HARD* *****Matches*****Had friendly match recently... 1st match: Tp against National Gers team.. We lost! So cool...! =x Well it's kinda my fault.. Dun even have 1st ball on tt day.. Let alone defence.. Dunno wat happen to me oso... Halfway during the game, I hurt my shoulder.. Wah!! Make it even worse... *Sadded* Prone to injuries... Wahahah... 2nd match: Tp against Square Kakhis... One of the youth cup team... Well we won tt.. Not bad huh! Haha.. Form on tt day?? Hmmm quite gd! Haha.. Managed to save a few spiking... Love it man! Lolz! But sad.. Sum one is not there on tt day.. -=Personal=-To sum one close: Nise, I noe u have been veri busy n stress lately over ur proj, personal stuff n all.. But pls dun overtired urself okie.. It hurts me when I see u suffering.. Dun think abt those unhappy things le... U still got me, ur 3 bros, ur sister(shimin)... Even if they cant be there for ya.. I'll be still around.. I promised u tt I will be there for u whenever u have prob n I will do it... Dun keep everything to urself okie.. Share all ur probs with me.. I wanna be there for u.. Shower u with the care n love u need... Lastly.... I wanna say My heart has only space for u n no one else.. =) Love u lots!*LoNeLy sign off*
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
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